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[Frankly Franky]

I would really like to be able to talk to someone who could understand what I am currently going through. I'm no doctor, but all signs point to  My BF having PPD, and is suffering from delusional jealousy that is causing auditory hallucinations, and visual misconceptions. BF can not/will not be convinced that I am not cheating on him, no matter what I say or do. BF says" I just can't see how it could possibly be anything else, he is blame free, always, no matter what. Growing now into the extent of being convinced it has be an unaware possession, of a supernatural entity, and I am the one in need of some serious help. I am sure that my actions, in the beginning, only made everything worse, when I came to  realized the 20 questions, defensive remarks, fight or flight actions ,and his lies to cover up these all these oddities was not him just playing around trying to be funny with me, and I got really fed up, lost my cool and said all the things you not supposed to say to a person in a state of psychosis. I just want to help him, but i fear it may come with the cost of my sanity.

[Penny Lane]

Hi and welcome! I'm glad you found us but sorry you needed to.

As you get settled in here, there are some tips and strategies in the toolbox at the top of the page. They might help you take the first steps of de-escalating.

Hallucinations is a little out of our realm of expertise here, so I hope you have a counselor or a professional to help you through it.

But it sounds like your BF is perfectly content blaming you for everything and making things up about you. Hallucinations can be addressed by doctors; unwillingness to be reasonable can really only change from within.

I hope this forum is able to help you process and figure out what you need to do. I look forward to hearing more from you on the boards.