I continue to trust in my faith in God and believe that He is walking with me through this journey, though I struggle. Today, my stbxunpdh had his beloved suv repossessed.
He texting me that he had been ignoring the phone calls, because he didn't know what to say... and that he didn't realize I wasn't making payments anymore...

signing the separation agreement stated things fairly clearly... and I have been paying the house, the utilities and everything else... and he overdrew the account 2x before I moved my money out of there... shouldn't have been a surprise.
Anyway... he told me that God is in control... and he isn't angry. He has spent the entire evening out on our hammock in the backyard.... not talking to anyone (my s for a short while) but busy texting on the phone that he also doesn't pay for... so how long does he think that will go on? He is convinced he is following God, but is totally delusional.
I don't quite know how to interpret his behavior other than to look to Daniel... where it references that the jewish had a veil over their eyes... and until the Gentiles have had their certain amount of time it will remain, but the day will come when God will lift the veil and all of Israel will be saved...
maybe he has a veil over his eyes for now... forgive him Lord, for he knows not what he does!
But...
I cannot continue on this path of destruction that he is walking... I must turn from it and I trust that the Lord is my lamp to light my path and keep me and my s safe.