[KneeDeepinEggshells]

No one takes me seriously when I cite this as a reason for staying with my partner, but...

LGBTQ social events are LAME!  I have always hated going to them.  There isn't even one particular reason why I don't like them.  I always find I meet condescending people.  Even if the people are nice, I rarely find someone I'm attracted to (I like 'em BUTCH) and when I do, I find they're not socially compatible.  Finding a new partner sounds like such a hassle. 

My partner is such a PD, but I keep picturing myself trying to find love again and being discouraged.

Has anyone else felt this way?

[snoflinga]

You're not wrong. I feel like I have dated every lesbian in the state, all three of them  I get so sick of seeing the same people at every event and every bar.

So I absolutely affirm your experience. Personally I would rather be single than in a toxic relationship, but that's a very personal decision.