everythings falling apart- but that's ok

[louisebt]

So, my uBPDm is slowly dying of cancer. My AvPD traits partner and I are on our last legs.
My C-PTSD is shouting 'end of the world! how will you survive this?!'. But amazingly a much larger part that ever before is shouting ' then this will be YOUR time, and you damn well deserve it girl!'

No timescales, but my current list is:
-Enjoy my new kitchen- my extension is finally finishing. my dream kitchen to relax and prepare healthy food in. getting this completed has been such a big deal for me
-travel. I have funds. I want to go to Asia/Japan and West coast Canada. I have no issue at all with the idea of doing this on my own.
-Write. I have been working on a sci-fi short story.
-Get fit.
-Be a better friend and visit my 3 best friends who all live 200+miles away now.

[coyote]

Just do it 

[1footouttadefog]

Seems like your turn has come. 

Enjoy, then come back to life with renewed vitslity.