Whoa, i was reLly depressed last year

[Spygirl]

My goodness,

I realized today that i have been pretty depressed the last almost year and a half. I have been getting my house ready to sell while going thru my divorce, which will be done in June sometime. I finally started the inside by cleaning/painting/ decor changes in the bathroom.
The bathroom was so dirty, dusty, white paint grossly yellowed. I had been doing general cleaning all this time, and had never noticed the details. I started looking at my house like i had just walked in it. Wow. The whole place needs serious scrubbing, repainting.

On the one hand, i am happy that i am really coming Out of the FOG, and clarity is returning. On the other hand, it clearly demostrates just how deep i fell down the well. I cant wait to finish getting all my life back!

[athene1399]

I am so happy for you, Spygirl. Sometimes we get so wrapped up in the depression/situation it's hard to notice other things. Don't beat yourself up over it. You are noticing and cleaning/fixing it now. I hope you are able to get your life back soon!

[notrightinthehead]

You needed to get your inner turmoil sorted out first. Seems like you are feeling so much better now. Well done!