How far i have come

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Spygirl

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How far i have come
« on: November 27, 2019, 12:24:47 AM »
3 more weeks to a new life!

My last day day old job is xmas eve.
My furniture and car leave the next week
My pets, an old friend and i will be in an rv and hit the road as soon as my escrow closes!

I am completely terrified.

I have never driven an rv before, and now i have to go 3000 miles in Jan.  I keep telling myself i can do it. Its not as scary as staying in my marriage was. I only have to do it once.

A kind member of the wildlife group i am going to volunteer for is renting me a cottage until i can close on a farmhouse in my new town.

I have spent a ton of money, tears and pain getting to this point. Even so, the future is so much brighter! It will be ok!

Just 3 more weeks.......

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sad_dog_mommy

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Re: How far i have come
« Reply #1 on: November 27, 2019, 01:20:10 AM »
Big hug to Spygirl!   New year, new you!   xo
Sometimes you donít realize youíre actually drowning when you are trying to be everyone elseís anchor.   

Not all storms come to disrupt your life, some come to clear your path.

Unconditional love doesn't mean you have to unconditionally accept bad behavior.

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notrightinthehead

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Re: How far i have come
« Reply #2 on: November 27, 2019, 04:09:50 AM »
It's ok to be terrified. That will give you the adrenaline to be alert and extra cautious. You are doing so well. Just remember : one step at a time and keep breathing!

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Whitesheep45

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Re: How far i have come
« Reply #3 on: November 29, 2019, 07:52:05 PM »
How fabulous.. What an inspiration..
Courage
You'll get in that RV and fear will fall away.. Queen of the road

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Spygirl

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Re: How far i have come
« Reply #4 on: December 01, 2019, 01:03:39 PM »
Thank you everyone!

I hope some of the people who feel as lost as i was will read these. Will see that they can change things too. In the beginning i would look that these topics and think it could never be me. But you can get there, no matter the obstacles. You just have to keep moving forward.

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Oscen

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Re: How far i have come
« Reply #5 on: December 04, 2019, 07:27:56 AM »
That's so exciting, Spygirl.
Do keep us updated!
Best of luck.