Hello 👋

[Nina183]

Hi everyone!
I'm so excited to finally have found a great forum to share experiences of a narcissistic relationship. Hope we all help each other through the stressfull we have or had in the past.
I my self am 33 years old, live with my husband and my 13 months old daughter. Been married for 4 years and during these years I,ve been on irregular cycles of narcissistic abuse from my husband. Didn't know any thing about this term until a few months ago when we went through the biggest fight of our life and I actually sat and thought and searched about why in fact I'm having so much trouble with my husband and why does every simple conversation we have, ends up in big fights! And I finally knew! Since then I have been thinking of what I want to plan for the future of my self and my daughter who is definitely going to be affected by this unhealthy relationship. I have thought about leaving a dozen times but been pushed back only because of my daughter and the unknown future I will have. Besides I'm leaving in a different country than my parents and all family are living in. I migrated after marriage. It's super difficult to decide what I'm going to do in the future... the only thing I know is that I'm suffering in this relationship and soon will become an anxious mum and person who wouldn't have a clue about what she is going to do with her life or her child's life. I'm hoping to get some ideas and help from you guys to decide what I'm going to do with my relationship.
Can't wait to chat, hear you and share ideas.
Nina

[notrightinthehead]

Welcome! You are not alone. Such a difficult position to be in. Have you checked out the toolbox? You might find some strategies there that help you in the short term until you figure out what you want to do long term. See you around on the boards.