MIL passed away . . .

[Adria]

Oh boy, MIL passed away. Driving across country for all the drama.  Dh and I will be walking into a total disaster.  Sil and Bil are total drama queens. It has started months ago when MIL started deteriorating.  So glad we don't live there.  Anyway, these people never let me into the family, so I am very apprehensive about seeing them all again.  I know I can walk in and just gray rock, but they love going out of there way to make me feel uncomfortable and that I don't and never have belonged in their family.  I've tried for three decades with these people and have finally given up a few years ago.  Last year we had to go up for an event and dh and I ended up crying and fighting after we left.  It's so awful!!!. These people never grow up. 

I guess I don't have much to say right now. I just needed to vent this morning as I have to endure their treatment one more time.  Hopefully this will be the last time

[SisterBlue]

I'm so sorry. I really hope it's not too awful.

[walking on broken glass]

I am so sorry.
I hope it goes as smoothly as possible, and most importantly that it goes fast!

[Adria]

Thank you SisterBlue and Walking on Broken Glass,

The good news is MIL was 94 yrs old and wasn't sick at all. She just passed on in her sleep. That is surely the best and easiest way to go. May God rest her soul.

We are leaving in the morning. Can't sleep tonight. Having so much anxiety. I have a couple girlfriends who will be there for backup. I'm sure that will help. 

Appreciate your support as well. Hugs, Adria