Sorry...

[Marianne]

Actually.

The weird thing is I have forgiven. I see his reasons. I was worse.

Also, I am not angry now. Anger is subconsciously aimed at changing someone, I think, and is there as long as we think we can change the person. And he doesn't want to change. Who am I to tell him. It is on me to change me. Not him. If I hate his manipulation, I leave, and will not feed it by reactive behaviour that is ammunition. He likes his manipulation. Fine. I do not. I leave.

I allowed this to happen. I should have fought for kid.

[bloomie]

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